POAS BFN

That's right, me who isn't "trying' TTC, I POAS this morning. I have AF symptoms already but, I couldn't resist. I have been slacking on my diet & exercise since around CD14 just in case and now that I know BFN I'll get back into it. I'm not really disappointed. We're going through a rough patch right now. I think it has a lot to do with our financial issues. So, that's all I've got.

I'm alive

So , where should I start???

I'm on cd18 I think. I'm not expecting to be pregnant this month. We've been bd'ing a lot lately but just because we feel like it. I'm not even sure I'm ready for a baby NOW. I want another one but, when it's time it will happen.

We are in the hole big time & that's got us both stressed. I've gotta get us out of the mess we're in.

I'm gonna make me & monkey a big ass breakfast then I've got to clean the house up. I need to go to Aquilla to feed the horses too.

Later.