Today would have been the day. Updated.

My baby should be here now. Today should have been one of the happiest days of my life. I made it through the day without crying. But, all day long no matter what I was doing I was thinking about what should have been.

And then............

My sister in law calls me to tell me she is pregnant again. After 2 weeks of trying.

9 Days

I should be getting ready to welcome my third baby. Not sitting here crying about my loss. How will I get through this week? Why must life be so hard...........................